♫ That's Okay - The Hush Sound
I am going to be totally honest and say I don't know what to do anymore. "Modify your thinking to handle new situations," that was my fortune. I have always been a believer in signs and in fate. And the fortune kinda makes sense. Because I have these ideas, right?, about how things should be. But what if I'm wrong? And what if I am incredibly naive and ridiculous to believe that my ideals exist? Then what? Then I'm missing out and wasting my life waiting for perfection when it doesn't exist. And then if I'm wrong about that and it does exist... then would have screwed up everything.
Also I could be wrong about it even being a sign. In which case I also don't know what the hell to do.
What do you think? Does the ideal exist? Do I wait for it? I'm being serious when I ask your opinion here. I don't know what to do.
I'm frantic at this point. Probably in vain.
**You were the child
Who was made out of glass
Who carried a black heart
Passed down from your dad
If somebody loved you
They'd tell you by now
We all turn away when you're down
...
You are broken and callow,
Cautious and safe
You are boundless in beauty
With fright on your face**
14 years ago
2 comments:
I think that having an ideal to look forward to will set you up for failure. There are certainly goals to work towards, but i think that having a set-plan will never work out since you can't know whats coming.
it's hard to realize but after experiencing things, i just don't expect anything anymore and it's sort of made me more positive. It's like that cliche saying "Tomorrow is not planned". so i just look forward to everything and nothing at the same time.
your ideals do exist. beacuse they are the right ideals for YOU. everyone sees everything differently. and everyone believes things should be a certin way. if you can get the things you can control within the limits of those ideals, then its perfect fro YOU.
also expect that your ideals will change. as you change and view the world differently.
so be wise enough to realise what you cant change and be smart enough to adapt to what you can.
<3
haha did that make sense?
ps im not coming this weekend anymore. im sorry love. i miss you alot tho so soon. very soon
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