I can't stand up and I can't fall down

♫ Somewhere in the Middle - Dishwalla

"When you drink it makes you angry
When I drink I want you more and more and more..."

That song came up on shuffle last night. Before the line came I remembered it. I sat right up in bed and then laughed. It had always been my favorite, even back in 6th grade. Oh, the irony.

But I think I'm doing better. I can focus on other things at least now. I'm just disappointed, again. But this time I was so close...