So I lost. Again. If you're surprised, you really shouldn't be.
In all, it's a good thing. He was nice about it. And it's way better knowing. The bad thing is I just feel mildly humiliated, since he wasn't even a good one in a lot of ways. So where does that leave me? And because it means I've gotten probably worse, if anything, at reading signs.
Also don't know what this meant:
...long pause...
"You're better than this."
"Than what?"
"This conversation. It sucks."
"Yeah, but what can you do?"
"You can't do anything. Act-"
"What?"
"Nevermind."
wtf? What does that mean? I should be better at keeping up the conversation? I am better than being rejected? Than him? ?????????
I hope that awful/jumbled/mixed up feeling I've had in the bottom of my stomach was worth it to you. Cheers.
fml
14 years ago
3 comments:
gina
i love you
and i dont know exactly what this is about. but im confident i can kick someones ass if necessary :)
anyething for u babe
haha
love
you dont want someone that cryptic anyway.
think nice boys! you need a nice boy because you deserve a nice boy.
it'll be all good. dont worry. and i am here for you anytime babyg!
i'm glad he stopped messing with you.
and I know that you know you deserve better. I know that doesn't make it any better. And I know this isn't what you wanted for your 19th birthday.
but your one step closer.
love you!
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